I'm much better now.

Yesterday morning was rough, I think my blog says it all.
Did I have an epiphany about my life pursuits? No
Did I find the man that I'm going to marry? No, not so much
Have I embarked on a new and exciting adventure? Well...not really

But.

I went home for the afternoon/evening to hang out with my parents- wash clothes, get groceries and cleaning supplies and dinner. I love my dad, we had a long conversation and he gave me a different perspective and reminded me of the things that I've suppressed. I've become more tolerant of things where I live than I ever would have been beforehand. I've "okay-ed" situations that I truly don't believe are right to simply keep things uncomplicated and not messy. In the end I've made myself unhappy and at this point I shouldn't have to pay as much money as I do for settling. You know?
This also presents uncomfortable situations which I pray God will help me to navigate through with the right words.
Daddy also reminded me of what I want concerning future relationships. Such a blessing to have a father such as him. He's been an amazing role model and friend. See these are some of the great reasons to go home...you're reminded of where you came from and your beliefs.

It's so great outside right now. Today looks like my fall. The sky is white, a bit dreary and all of the leaves on the ground are yellow and orange. Yayyyyy!