When the time is right, don't hold back.


I guess this is the point in my life when I learn a lot about myself.
And I guess this is the point when the people you surround yourself with, teach you something.
Or maybe this is when I finally recognize that I don't have complete control of myself.

Last night Kaelah, Adam and I were in the living room talking over the noise of laptops and Bridget Jones Diary- he said something very poignant to me that struck a chord.... and what he said was right. It makes absolute sense.
I realized how everyday you learn you're someone just a bit different than you thought you were. One instance can completely change you- everyone and everything has a chapter in your book. Everyone and everything you've come in contact with- all of the happenstances, all of the relationships- lasting and short, great and hurtful- help to mold who you are.

I want a great life and I don't think I've reached my peak- I believe I will be a different person a year from now than I am today, as we all will be- and I might just be somewhere different. I will have met people and come close to them that I haven't even met yet. Who knows when, where or how.