It's days like these when you feel useless and stupid.

You get, if you're lucky....oh so lucky, maybe 4 hours of sleep
Everything you try to do ends up making you look like a fool and completely incompetent
You question what it is you're going to do with your life and how long you can stick it out as a lowly receptionist

You know those commercials where the people are standing in a big red circle and they give the schpeal about "I'm in the having a new wife and now have to pay a mortgage" time of my life. Do you know what I'm talking about? Well I'm in the above stated sleepy and directionless state.

I want some freaking direction! What am I good at? Where should I be? Cause it's days like these when I don't feel like I have much going for me. Maybe things will pickup- maybe opportunities unknown to me will somehow show itself to me.

Jesus, I need direction. I need guidance like you wouldn't believe- well you would believe it, You know me inside and out.
ugh....